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Finding Peace

You know it's been a long journey being me.  It's been a struggle for a very long time just to handle every second of myself all these 25 years.  I never realized until recently how trapped I have felt over these years inside a mind of worry and pain.  I have taken steps to improve my life by admitting my flaws and accepting them but also knowing there are ways to change and evolve into a better me.

I feel better than I have in a very long time.  I hear the music again.  Some sort of peace has come over me, comfort that the little things don't matter as much.  Comfort that it will be okay, comfort that I am not perfect.  But while I had been struggling with being perfect and a vision of beauty I had lost my sense of self.  My emotions were completely controlling my life. That is not a terrible thing I suppose but it has been detrimental in the last few years that i cannot do many things because of how I feel or have felt or will feel.  I'd lock myself in my apartment …

Perspective

Sometimes you have to climb to new heights to see a new view, a brighter view, and then once you reach the peak, you'll know it was worth the trek.
Runyon Canyon Park Feb 2012
From my journey to yours...xo